31 March 2010

Last day..

Although its only 3 months since i'd been here,
but feels so hard to let go..
thank you so much for the memories, everyone..
may the force be with you~

when twilight drops its curtain down,
and pins it with a star;
remember that u have a friend,
though she may wonder be far..
from 3rd year student nazri & hajar...

1) siapakah diri anda di rumah?

If here, I'm a wife la kn..

2) siapakah diri anda di samping rakan?
someone yg very sederhana from every aspect..and hope to maintain that way~

3) 5 benda yg anda idamkan tp masih belum tercapai
1. kereta (Insya Allah- pas dpt gaji PTD..harapkan gaji UDM, siput pn lebih laju)
2. melancong pg SPAIN- ni sume Real Madrid pnye angkara..plus, wanna see jgk kat sana suasana camne..
3. laptop SONY dgn kamera digital yg amik gambar je jd lawa..
4. nk beli rumah di Cameron Highlands..(RM 400,000 ke atas) so bleh go there all the time..
5. nk ada family yg bahagia..Insya Allah..

4) siapakah nama pasangan anda
Muhamad Noor Azuan Che A. Wahab.

5) ceritakan 5 perkara yg paling anda suka tentang pasangan anda
1. suka animals..
2. penyabar n x panas baran
3. suka makan..
4. suka jalan2 n travel
5. pandai pujuk..

6) bila tarikh anda couple
18/2/2006

7) apakah kenangan pahit anda bersama pasangan anda
pahit..banyak..rs biarlah rahsia..klu cerita nangis semua nanti~

8) lagu tema cinta anda
sebelum kahwin hr tu..lagu flora cinta dr min malik klu x silap..

9)apa perubahan yg ingin anda lihat dari pasangan anda
sabar skit ketika shopping..huhuhu..

10) tag 10 rakan yg lain

21 March 2010

words from my heart...

As I am writing this posts, many things keep coming and passing through my mind. I'm not sure how to describe it, excited, scared..i cannot be certain. All i know that my life will be changing soon. Soon enough. I must admit that although i had been waiting for this moment all my life, it does felt a little bit strange..as if all the things that happened went by so soon..

Two weeks from now i'll be in Putrajaya, starting a new job and practically changing my lifestyle. They'll be no more near by beaches and keropok lekor for me to stroll and chew, instead there will be cinemas and vinccis'. Its not exactly new to me as i'm a city girl myself, but i does feels weird to do it all alone.

I'm worrying about my lodgings there to be fact. Let's face it, i'd never ever thought that i'll work there and I cannot imagine what its like. so i'm hoping that my friends there can help me somehow..and as usual, starting somewhere means using a lot of money..hopefully it'll be enough.

I have to let this heavy heart of mine to say goodbye to the people i care about and friends that i could share anything with. Its only three months since i've been here but it feels like i've known everybody for a long time. And its sad that i cannot follow the last trip with students and friends since i have to save up (and mean it) and cannot fulfill shida wishes..even though papa wanted to help, i just felt that i wasn't suitable as there are other hearts that i should care about..wish i can just satisfy everyone, but i can't..

The most hard part of all this is being apart from my beloved hubby..i cannot imagine how. I know that he's excited for me and he had been there for me from the beginning until now. I'm not sure to leave him behind but we are doing all this for our future, and this is the best way. I hope we will not be apart for long as he will continue his studies nearby (insya Allah). So for now, I would give him special treatments, cook everyday and all that as we will be far from each other for quite sometime..I just hope i would not fail this time.

To be honest, i never imagine myself to achieve this job in my life, but i believe ALLAH knows best. Hopefully every tear I shed after this will be the tears of happiness..and i just hope everyone will stand beside me no matter what happened.. and may my family receive me as what i am..

14 March 2010

its true :)

before this, i had posted a question on whether there are other chances in life..
when one door closes, others will open..
and i guess..that's true.. :)
although some sacrifices had to be made..
hopefully i'll survive everything..~~

09 March 2010

I'm leaving...

"Leaving On A Jet Plane"

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin',
it's early morn
The taxi's waitin',
he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times
I've played around
I'll tell you now,
they don't mean a thing

Every place I go,
I think of you
Every song I sing,
I sing for you
When I come back
I (will still) wear your wedding ring..

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go...

04 March 2010

Should I???

Today a phone call changed my life..my whole life..
then comes the worst part, decision making..
haven't made up my mind yet, we'll see how it goes..
i did not want to hope too much coz it happened before, u see..

however, the big question remains..
Should I???

02 March 2010

PTPTN song

Lirik khas utk Peminjam Tegar PTPTN

"nyanyi dalam nada pulangkan misha omar"


(Ex-Student)
Sedikit bunga yang menggoda
Sekadar dipandang usah dibayar
Kau pasti tak percaya
Duitku bukan untukmu sayang



(Pegawai PTPTN)
Tiada kusangka kau sungguh kejam
Kau peram hutang yang kau pinjam
Namun takkan bahgia kehidupanmu
Bila engkau berkonvo
kau milikku

Pulangkan hutang-hutangku-(Pegawai PTPTN)

Oh hentikanlah menghantuiku-(Ex-Student)

Oh pulangkan oh pulangkanlah padaku-(Pegawai
PTPTN)

Kupulangkan semua hutangku-(Ex-Student)

Yang dikau peram tanpa relaku-(Pegawai PTPTN)

Bebaskanlah maafkan daku oh kasih-(Ex-Student)

(Pegawai PTPTN)
Tiada kemaafan di sini
Kau hutang tanpa bayar sesen lagi
Akan kujejakimu ke mana jua
hingga akhir nanti

credit to: http://nogold.com/forum/showthread.php?27703-Lirik-khas-utk-Peminjam-Tegar-PTPTN

well, to be honest with all of u..its not that we did not want to pay it but..
A. having money never seems enough these days
B. really2 lazy to go to the bank
C. no work, no money
D. the administration charges of PTPTN is very2 high..