29 April 2010

New theme

Today, spontaneously i decided to change my blog's background and theme. Not sure why. to celebrate 1st may maybe? hehe..although i've made some changes to it, i still maintained the colour red coz..well..i love red. people often percepts red lover as full of jealousy..but then again. maybe i am.haha. well, not all bad things are associated with red, right? red is also the colour that symbolizes love. red also is the colour of our blood which brings oxygen throughout our body and keeps us alive.

although i'd been saying that i'm very2 busy for the past week..i'm still trying to find time writing here. well, some people quoted that writing is a good way to express yourself. i agree. with writing, we can relate to what happen, control our feelings and also can relate ourselves to the past, in a good way of course. when i'm down a need reminders of all the best things that i'd been through all these years, i can rely on blogs to cheer me up :)

Its not fair having a holiday on a saturday..huhu. i'm hoping all holidays should be a monday. or a friday. *frust*. i'm going back to Terengganu this weekend for a short time before heading to Sabah next week. Yep. I'm going to Sabah. But its not a holiday at all as i'll be going with my bosses..discussing on land laws. I'm optimist that i can learn a lot from this trip...

Next week will also a busy week for me..Monday n Tuesday to Sabah, Wednesday had to write a report, Thursday had a full day meeting, Friday..Ai..

Hope everything goes well for all of us~

So, what do u guys think of the new design of my blog? there's not many changes though..

in love..part 2

Location : Kota Bharu Airport
Mission: erm..do we need to have one? :)

Before boarding, mkn McD kat KB Mall..
Now they have a special promotion ('doubles')
When we eat this, our bodies also will become double coz of the fat :)
But once in a while its ok..
The best thing is puas eating McD with one burger
Usually had to have Mcflurry baru rasa full :)

Gambar suamiku yang handsome~
He's accompanying me all the way until the boarding time..
Hating PJJ..boo-hoo
hopefully we can be together again soon..

Actually i'm feeling very2 sad at this moment
but try to smile because of the camera..

The waiting room.
Bored of waiting all alone with no one to talk to..
So..snap away :)

26 April 2010

live n learn..

Its nearly a month since i've been here. so far, everything is ok..but my workload does not..will elaborate later. i'm going to share an experience so that everyone who read this will always beware..and learn something from it:

as am i am alone here, i really need some kind of transport to accompany my needs. and it also helps a lot if i had to work overtime til night. so, we plan to get my driving license in a place which i will name as X. on a sudden hunch, i plan to pay only little to get my motorcycle license first, although i'm planning to get a car license. that is practically the smartest decision i ever made. so i plan to attend KPP on saturday, and test on sunday. kinda hard, but its not impossible to pass..

so on saturday, miss Y promised us to wait at 8.30 sharp for our classes, plus saying, its important to be on time as i am taking KPP, 6 hours..etc, etc..

so..we waited until...9.30!! that was my first blow. and as i look at the driver, a young guy, with jewels and all that, i began to feel uneasy. very uneasy. 2,3 people (friends of the gang) started shouting and blaming each other for being late. at last, we moved to our destination, and it took us an hour to reach there..

but what on hour it has been..OMG. He's driving is so, so..barbaric!! i feel like i'm going to crash loads of time..nak muntah dia bawak kereta pn ada..as we were in a kancil, i felt that there's no hope if we crashed~

we reached there at 10.45a.m. the KPP class had started since 8.30, but they are very lenient and let me off to continue the class. before i had even settle down in the class, they announced it was break time until 12pm. so i took the chance to explore the academy..it didn't look good..

i entered the class at 11.45a.m as it'll start at 12pm..but then again, i've to wait AGAIN as they started the class at 1.30pm!!! and ends the class at 2.30pm. basically i'm not sure what i get from the class. we did not even get our revision books, only given to us during class to pinjam only..

then its time to go back~ and here is my last straw..as we rode back with the crazy car and driver, there's a roadblock made by the police. not sure what was their target was, maybe just a routine check for them. but..out of the sudden, my driver speed up our car and pass through the police roadblock. its kinda like a scene from the movie!! huhu..however, luckily, the police did not catch us..imagine, if we were caught, like, i'll be one of them too right?? wanna know because of what he drove like that? its because of he did not have a valid license himself~~lalala...

Alhamdulillah, i did reached safely to my home here, thinking about the test. just as we wanted to eat.. there's a phone call from the company wei, bila nak bayar duit yuran? klu x bayar x boleh continue..

kasar sgt2..i explained yg i dh bayar~ tp die continue scolding me..etc..at last br dia understand..

i decided to postpone my test and think first. just, don't ask whyla kn..tp i really2 need it..

on the other hand..

on my job~

Alhamdulillah, i had just been confirmed staying here in Putrajaya..so i had to wait 2 month before my hubby can stay with me here :) first step, apply quarters, and cr rumah sewa. hopefully all goes well..

i got seksyen kajian penyelidikan dan pembangunan..

but don't be fooled, bkn penyelidikan bout soil, but about land laws..wawa..but firstly i had to learn management skills first before doing laws. dunno if i can do a great job or not.. currently i already miss lab work. but no work can be done overnite, rite?

my section is full of bosses, and i'm the most junior..hm..

hopefully i can get back to terengganu this weekend..even for a short time..
i miss him la..

pray for me so i can learn and adjust fast ya, and also be a tabah person..

in love..part 1

him & me...
savouring each moments together.. :)

location: Kenny Rogers, Alamanda, Putrajaya

muka tgh tgu ayam

muka tgh mkn

dh habis dh..

and some desert :)

drama for me..

yang terindah..

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia

Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jikaku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu

Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

when i had the chance to come home early, i'll take the chance to watch Adamaya, TV3.. i'm not a big fan of dramas, especially malay ones, but this one caught my eye..i'm not sure why..the songs from the drama are also very2 nice :)

"Memiliki dirimu,
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu.."

06 April 2010

A Real job

Being a PTD is the first real job that i had compared to what i had experienced before this. well, its quite new to me, a new world, a new place..

Before going, i had received many well wishes from friends and students..and Dr Senawi and Prof Hafsah even treated us to Restoran Penyu. Currently when i'm writing this, i already missed Terengganu~

We went to KL first on Friday, staying in my sister in law's house in Bandar Tun Razak, and first went to JPA Putrajaya on Saturday to lapor diri..We were told to wish tahniah to ourselves coz we got this far..(i never had this chance before)

Surprisingly, i did not get Ministry of Agriculture. Instead, I got Ministry of Natural Resources and Environment (NRE)..or in malay, Kementerian Sumber Asli dan Alam Sekitar.

Photo: thanks to Pauskiut Kiut :)

When I went to the kementerian next monday, i found out that everyone had basics in environment..huhuhu..Basically, I am the youngest PTD in NRE..i don't know what to feel..lucky perhaps?but then again, i'm kinda bummed on that day coz my hubby will go back to Terengganu that evening..

During kursus pra-penempatan, i've learned a lot of things..cuti,our salary, our responsibilities..and most importantly, our placements..i'm rooting for Putrajaya as my first choice as my husband will continue his studies in UPM this July. The staff in BPM were very friendly, and they also helped us in obtaining passes, as we need pass to go around NRE. Even if we want to go to the toilet, we need a pass to get through. in a way, its really2 hard for us to get around as a newcomer. but then again, it involves privacy and also security as a staff after this.. and of course, when i told them the name of my course, everybody just laugh..lepas tuai kn..but i'm already used to it during my degree years..

An NRE staff told me that working in Jabatan Ketua Pengarah Tanah dan Galian (JKPTG) is really2 hard. of course, as a newcomer, we believed in all that has been said. Here, as PTD, if we were positioned in sections in the ministry, we will be called "Penolong Setiausaha". They said that the phrase were taken from US (US state secretary, Hillary Clinton). However, if we were positioned in Jabatan, we will be "Penolong Pengarah". SOunds big,huh. But the job is more demanding, especially if u had to be positioned in states, but we can learn more..

After days of kursus and free breakfast, our penempatan time came..and guess what..

"Dengan sukacitanya dimaklumkan bahawa tuan/puan ditempatkan sebagai Penolong Pengarah, PTD Gred M41 di Jabatan Ketua Pengarah Tanah dan Galian (JKPTG), Putrajaya"


In JKPTG, they can put u in states as well..tp pangkat mmg besarla..for a while, i was so sad..but then, i pasrah jela..

Tp now, they said that the government did not want to separate us, especially with families as they wanted us to be more focus on their jobs, and also their families..not to abandoned them as we work. now, i'm not sure who invented this policy (not writing names tkt salah and kena saman), tp i'm very thankful for it..

Everything happens for a reason~

This week, i had to attend kursus to learn more on JKPTG and soil..and guess what. I had to be more focus on Undang2 tanah :)..yela, my original ambition is to be a lawyer, but my matric pointer is too low. But changing my core studies is very hard. to understand terms is also another thing. currently i'm still in the process in settling down. and hoping to remain in Putrajaya for at least 2 years..

Its too early to tell best x being a PTD..after 2 years, our batch will have to go to DPA in Intan for 6 months. we were advised not to get pregnant during that time..and had to learn to swim. so i must start learning like, NOW..huhu..really2 bad at swimming..but 6 months with no hand phone..can i survive????hurm..

I really2 appreciate very one prayers for my well-beings..and pray for me so i can be a strong.. Speaking of strong, i'll be taking my lesen lesson soon enough becoz sometimes i had to go back at night..my husband wanted to buy for me a motorcycle first because its faster..takut jugak but i had no choice..had to be bravela..if not, how to go back home kn..

Plus, i had made some great new friends as well :)