08 June 2010

Life goes on..

As we welcome the month of June to us (OMG, blum ganti puasa!) timbul rasa sedih because cepat sangat masa berlalu..n skrg pn tgh school holidays..bestnye zaman sekolah2 dulu..

I want to take this chance to wish to of my sis from UDM..Kak Lin n Kak sema..selamat pengantin baru..For kak Lin, x sempat nk attend wedding sebab ada kursus..but looking at her pictures yg students smua post, she looks very2 beautiful...n kak sema, sempat juga wish tahniah walaupun seketika..dapat gak berkat pengantin baru..cm harap2 nk jadi baru semula je..wawa :)

Alhamdulillah, klu according to plan..insya Allah kami akan berpindah end of this month. Sounds big kn. yela. coz it involves big lorries kn. i cannot imagine nak leave Terengganu behind..dah nearly 5 years bermastautin kat cni..enjoy pantai n sotong celup tepung..tp we had to move for our future jugak. xlarat dah jadi PJJ..hopefully everything goes well..

last month ada 2 kursus yg berturut2, very2 tiring. this month, ada jgk, tp just go with the flow. tp now lbh memetingkn preparation nak pindah..n maybe this month kna travel again juga..

hm..kadang2 i'm very2 worried juga about him. if abaikan dia. tp what makes me think the most is tp let him being independent..or not? dulu masa jadi housewife, i'll do the cooking, laundry n everything..tp skrg, everything he did it by himself. terasa saya yg abaikan tanggungjawab.. but i know his intentions were good. after a full week of work. bila saya bangun pagi, sarapan dah tersedia. and baju saya dh dibasuh n dijemur *terkejut*.sgt2 terharu. but pada masa yang sama, terlintas juga difikiran..if dia dh rasa fully independent..n he can live without me, what if? risau juga, lama dia tanpa saya, komunikasi pun berbeza...what if dia lupa saya ada disisinya?

Honestly, after i started working full time, mmg agak x larat nak uruskan rumah..balik dh maghrib. risau juga when we will live together nanti. mampu x dia faham. tp my azam: makan vitamin biar ada energy nak uruskan rumah :) kna adjust everything back kn. tp starting something new is exciting :)

p/s- she2 and caca..tabahlah kamoo ya..best jumpa korg..

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